They were frightened
The
disciples are in peril on the sea. It's dark. The wind is strong. The boat is
small. The water is getting rough. They have good reason to be afraid. But when
John speaks of their fear it is not because of the tempestuous waves. “They saw
Jesus walking on the sea and drawing near to the boat," John say,
"and they were afraid". The phrase is striking. One might expect
relief, but instead fear engulfs them.
It
is not merely that they mistake Jesus for a ghost, as Mark (6.47-52) and Matthew
(14.24-33) imply. John repeatedly points us back to Moses in order to highlight
the profound significance of their fear. In the preceding episode John recounts
the crowd proclaiming Jesus as the fulfilment of God's promise to Moses (Deut
18.15) — he is "the prophet who is to come!" (John 6.1-15), and John
follows the scene on the sea with the "bread of life" discourse in
which Jesus contrasts himself with the manna in the wilderness (John 6.41-59).
So when Jesus calms the disciples' fear by saying “It is I", or more
literally "I am", John wants us to think of the words by which God
identifies himself to Moses. Who shall I say has sent me? Moses asks. "Say
'I AM has sent me'” is God's reply (Exod 3.14).
In
this scene John speaks of God appearing in Christ as "quick-eyed
Love" — to borrow from George Herbert* — as one who sees our need and
dares to come to us in the midst of our tumultuous lives. It is a welcome so
immense that it is no surprise that the disciples are afraid nor that our own
souls draw back.
Hector
Patmore
*Editors’ note: See meditation for 27
February.
Disciples See Christ Walking on the Water, Henry Ossawa Tanner, 1859-1937, Des Moines Art Center, Des Miones, IA, USA
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