God is enough
Enough.
Enough is a word that I find myself
thinking about often these days. Keeping up with everyone and everything that
demands a piece of me - work, my daughters, my partner, friends, other
obligations, things that restore me, keeping up with basic hygiene and
nutrition - leaves me feeling like there isn’t enough to go around. I can begin
to live out of the fear that I will eventually dry up - that I am too little
jam spread across too much toast.
At this point in the year, this feeling
usually elicits groans of empathy from those around me. Regardless of our life
situations, December is a whirlwind of meeting deadlines and arranging services
and figuring out how to balance the demands of always-on culture during the
holidays. I’m left asking: am I enough?
I empathise, then, with the disciples
in today’s Gospel reading. When they fail to heal a boy experiencing seizures,
they have a similar question - Lord, why weren’t we able to heal him? Why
weren’t we enough?
Jesus answer was almost devastating in
its simplicity - they didn’t have the faith. Faith that God would do what God
promised. Faith that God would come close, would do great things through the
disciples, would use their hands to do divine work.
Advent is a time of preparing to
receive Jesus into our lack as a divine gift. A time to learn to get out of our
own way, to admit that we aren’t enough, but that God is enough for us. That
God is faithful. That God is working in us.
This season, we might frequently lose
track of the faith that God is enough to cover our lack. So, may God come close
to us and remind us that though we are not enough on our own, that Jesus is.
May we claim God’s faithfulness, God’s nearness, and God’s desire to do
incredible work through us exactly as we are.
Natalie
Jones
Enough
By Lauren Wright Pittman. From Art in the Christian Tradition, a project of the Vanderbilt Divinity Library, Nashville, TN. http://diglib.library.vanderbilt.edu/act-imagelink.pl?RC=56555 [retrieved December 17, 2019]. Original source: http://www.lewpstudio.com - copyright by Lauren Wright Pittman. |
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