A cry for help and an open door
The last few months have been quite difficult for
me. Family issues, deaths and illnesses. And while I know in my heart that in
such times I should turn to God and that He will help me carry the load, I find
that when I’m too caught up in grief and sorrow, I forget.
Psalm 22 is for me both a psalm of deepest despair and of highest hope. The psalmist cries out to God: “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, so far from my cries of anguish?” and even describes the physical effects: “My bones are out of joint, my heart has turned to wax...” But after each cry of pain come the words “Yet” or “But”. These are such words of hope, and the psalm ends with words of worship. God has created us, He will not abandon us, we just have to remember to trust in Him.
Fiona Simon said in a sermon recently: Only when we
are crying out for help do we have an open door for God to come in. The song
Broken vessels (Amazing grace) has been important to me during this time. Both
verses contain such strong words, especially “so take this heart Lord, I’ll be
your vessel”. If we let God use us, we can be of much more use to other people
than we could ever imagine. This has also been really clear to me these last
few weeks. I asked the Lord for help, He lightened my load and let me help
others. For this I thank and praise the Lord.
Sara T
Saint Malo monument of Clasped Hands, Derek Tristram, 1997, Corbière, France (Whilst on passage from Jersey to Sark, the French catamaran "Saint-Malo" struck a rock 900 metres north of La Corbière Lighthouse. All 307 passengers and crew were saved. This memorial is erected in thanksgiving and as a tribute to the rescue, which with the help of God and of many strong arms, ensured the safe return of all on board.)
From Art in the Christian Tradition, a project of the Vanderbilt Divinity Library, Nashville, TN. http://diglib.library.vanderbilt.edu/act-imagelink.pl?RC=55598 [retrieved February 22, 2020]. Original source: http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Saint-Malo_monument,_Jersey.jpg. |
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